Tuesday, October 07, 2008

Coming to senses

A lot of dissonance...that's how i'd describe it...to the extent of seeing one hell of a hypocrite in myself.

It's time to leave everything behind, forever. I can't afford be sorry anymore. I'm gonna mean it this time. That's the only thing I can do to show that you are still a much-treasured friend.

Goodbye, my heartache. A complete erasure at last.


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Thursday, October 02, 2008

Alone Again Naturally

Kelvin recommended this evergreen by Gilbert O'Sullivan...heard it many times b4 but didn't know the title. So here's the Vonda Shepard version from Ally McBeal soundtrack streaming in the background.


Alone Again Naturally

In a little while from now,
If I'm not feeling any less sour
I promised myself to treat myself
And visit a nearby tower,
And climbing to the top,
Will throw myself off
In an effort to make it clear to who
Ever what it's like when your shattered
Left standing in the lurch, at a church
Where people 're saying,
"My God that's tough, she stood him up!
No point in us remaining.
May as well go home."
As I did on my own,
Alone again, naturally

To think that only yesterday,
I was cheerful, bright and gay,
Looking forward to, but who wouldn't do,
The role I was about to play
But as if to knock me down,
Reality came around
And without so much as a mere touch,
Cut me into little pieces
Leaving me to doubt,
All about God and His mercy
For if He really does exist
Why did He desert me
In my hour of need?
I truly am indeed,
Alone again, naturally

It seems to me that
There are more hearts
Broken in the world
That can't be mended
Left unattended
What do we do? What do we do?

(instrumental break)

Now looking back over the years,
And what ever else that appears
I remember I cried when my father died
Never wishing to have cried the tears
And at sixty-five years old,
My mother, God rest her soul,
Couldn't understand, why the only man
She had ever loved had been taken
Leaving her to start with a heart
So badly broken
Despite encouragement from me
No words were ever spoken
And when she passed away
I cried and cried all day
Alone again, naturally
Alone again, naturally

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